It has always been you ...

Whenever you see her ... You could feel that strange feeling ... I'm not talking about rushing heart beats, sweat nor sounds of birds inside your head ... That strange feeling that can't be described ... Missing her while she's already with you ! Never getting enough of her ! Being so selfish that you don't want her talking to anyone but you ! Memorizing her smile, her laugh, her way of talking, ... Always wanting to hear about her ... Willing to literally sacrifice your life for her ... Get yourself killed rather than see her feelings hurt ... Can't help the bitter smile on your lips when she tells you "You are better than a real brother" Knowing that you can't have her, yet trying not to lose her Hoping that some day she'll know ... and then you'll tell her It has always been you !